Landing here did not involve a glamorous journey.

Typical, yes, but definitely not glamorous:

Girl goes to college to become a professional bibliophile. Girl realizes this is not a thing. Girl graduates with a BA in English with a concentration in Writing and a minor in French instead. Girl turns her nose up at editing jobs. Girl goes to graduate school to spend more time writing and pro-bibliophiling. Girl graduates with an MFA in Creative Writing and $60,000 in student loan debt. Girl cries to college advisor that it will be impossible to pay for all the writing she did. College advisor offers girl a job as an adjunct. Girl thinks that sounds fancy. Girl is very, very wrong, and spends a decade teaching hundreds of freshman at a dozen different college campuses, sometimes eight or nine classes in a semester, sometimes for as little as four dollars an hour. And remember, girl wanted to WRITE, not do math.

Happy ending: Girl turns out to love teaching. Girl is neither fancy now nor rich nor a successful writer. But she does get up every morning excited to go to school.

Teaching core classes to college freshmen is always a special experience—you get hope and idealism and sheer energy wound together with fear and insecurity and fresh, uninked looseleaf. You get wide eyes and reluctant writers and disorganized notes and first-ever Bs and faster growth than you can even make sense of.

Then there are upper-level classes like Creative Writing Workshop and American Literature and Modern Speculative Fiction where students come to class because they love the subject, they’re curious about their professor, or they’re desperate for the credits. These are the students who prove that converting reluctant readers/writers/workshoppers is the greatest joy of teaching.

And then there’s the experience of teaching classes I’ve designed myself, which require minute attention from the first inkling to the final exam. Typically the least predictable, usually the most fun, and always the one that lets me feel like I really did become a professional bibliophile.

Courses I’ve Designed